Harini birthday Abah. Sedih gila kot. Kesian dekat Abah, orang lain sambut birthday dengan family dekat rumah, but he is thousands of miles away from us. I feel like crying. Hell, I am crying. The things he would do for us sometimes makes me want to shake myself for not being grateful enough. He’s a really selfless and a patient man, always making sure his children have the best of everything. I miss him a lot. And I love him even more.

Shit, it’s 1am and I’m crying. Hell. I need to toughen up and stop. Can’t afford to show up at work tomorrow with my puffy blooshot eyes. Right, okay.